means what it does not, and more's the pity [this is not formatted]

fr Heather Spears

into a great debate & widening the fiery fall of lucifer morningstar from grace writing fall not plunge, how it is read as tho he might have tripped on a tree-root, or a stone to never again enter the silver city this poem beginning to believe its own mythology saying, one slip & you are outta there or a story from the far east, of an atheist so sure of the non-existance of god, he repeated it constantly thru his life stepping inadvertently into it a criteria for heaven, holding the idea of god in his permament thots & dying, he was fooled again, not a bit of this making too much sense tho it doesn't matter what i have seen you wouldn't believe me if i told you anyway